ELVIS
I Your name an anamgram for “evils” and for “lives,” of course we followed you. I wore blue suede shoes, long sideburns, turquoise shirts and tried to learn guitar, but the best that I could do was play “Heartbreak Hotel” on my harmonica. . . .You were what our parents tried to chase away, moonshine, warble, A-bomb, drive-in sex, so raw and aw shucks innocent at once girls never knew which Elvis would come next, the bedroom eyes, or country boy up to his country tricks. II Late in '56, a knowing teen could drive three hundred miles from Elvis song to Elvis song, one picking up where the other faded into needle clicks. Silvered dials spun through endless stations playing faint or loud your “Hound Dog,” “Love Me Tender,” “Don't Be Cruel” into my high school junior and my high school senior year. You were our troubadour before I knew the word, black voice coming out of white, English honeyed, jazzed up, sultry, blurred, then pure alto clear. You made Perry Como sound like oatmeal curd. Self-creating, self-destructing, petulant, rocking from the flip side of the tracks each night, you were the rebel girls could form by proper love, another wrong America turned right. If you could swing yourself from Memphis, then any smart-assed boy could see his name in lights. III When I finally left you, Elvis, it was for college books, for coeds who hummed Bach, for poetry by Ginsberg, Corso, Kerouac. . . . Strange fruit hanging from a Southern tree grew into civil rights and Ban the Bomb and finally into Vietnam. These weren't your urgencies. Yet you still sang on. Down through the years, Teddy Bear, I caught you here and there strumming underneath our new hypocrisies, your raunchy brashness curled in gospel prayer. The audience was screaming as you took the stage, “Elvis! Elvis! Elvis!” -- king of comeback, heartthrob of despair. |
RATS
Omnivorous, nocturnal, fearful things—and yet supplier of the jocular “Oh, rats!” (which indicates a small upset, an easily correctable this or that), water rat, sewer rat, common rat, brown rat, leaving your dirty smudges smeared around the holes you chew in riverbanks, or for passageways between your damaged goods and my plaster walls, why do you come forth now? The world I walked was meadow, fields, long Paris avenues, voices gentle, shoulders barely touched, watercolors, fountains, Nick at Nite, soft shoes, and rats were plastic things in women's hair to fluff it out. Rats were Cagney's criminals who squealed and got deep-sixed and then usually the movie ended swell. But you, travelers in boxed grains, root-diggers, climbers, swimmers, experts at escape, egg-eaters, chicken-killers, monthly procreators, carriers of typhus and bubonic plague, flood causers, fire-starters—running, always running from snakes, owls, skunks, weasels, mink, and dogs, have somehow scraped into my dreams at last and I can hear you there. In the gray, dim fog that swirls around the lamp post, in the alleyways beneath the empty clothesline, in the dark hammock moons that shell a cancer victim's eyes, your whiskers and your snouts, the smirks you leave behind you as you raid, retreat, raid wiretap, terrorize, crawl beneath the floor boards to undermine the bright and beautiful—you palindrone of Star, you shits! Eat now my last words. |